you should come anyways. i could use that hug..
I’m kinda scared you’re gonna hit me when I show up.
But alright, I’ll be over soon.
if you say so, i just wish things would have happened differently. i wish i didn’t still like you and i get that you’re over it, it just sucks, okay? i can’t help it. i want to still be your friend, but it’s not easy. n yeah, i know. she wasn’t… the best. but still, i sacrificed shit for you.
its fine really. i just can’t be around you. i want to be, but its hard.
I don’t blame you for not wanting to be around me in the least. Or still having those feelings. It’s not your fault. But I wasn’t about to be called a liar over something I actually didn’t lie about. That’s all.
I know you did. Just do yourself and me a favor: get some good friends. You deserve them, and it sounds like you really need ‘em. I’d come over and give you a hug myself but uh, it also sounds like you don’t need that. I’m sorry things happened the way they did but that’s just life and life’s a bitch. You just let me know when I can be your friend again and I’ll be there.
I’m fine. i’m staying with Anna and Liam for now. whatever, you don’t have to lie. it’s fine. i already lost my bestfriend over you. it’s no use in lying about that now. what happened, happened. no taking it back. you got what you wanted and its over now. it’s fine. i was weak and vulnerable, i probably still am. but… i’m fine.
Well.. that’s good.
I’m not lying. I didn’t lie to you and I wouldn’t lie to you. No, I don’t feel that way anymore but yeah, I did like you in that way for a long time. I still care about you though. You wanted the sex just as much as I did. We had something, but I fucked it up. I’m willing to admit to that. But don’t tell me it wasn’t real. I fuck real things up all the time, you can just take a look at your ex bestie. Which, I am sorry about but you could do better anyways.
Sorry about that…
i… kinda relapsed and for some… apparent stupid reason i thought you actually cared about me. more than a friend. but… yeah… obviously not. but watsup? sorry about the drunk texting. it was stupid. just ignore it.
It’s alright.
Are you alright now? You scared the shit out me, Ariel. And you don’t need to say it like that. I did like you. Things just changed. Don’t worry about the drunk texting. I can’t say I’ve never pulled that shit on you before. Granted it was probably a year or two back, but it happens.
its weird not being home. but i guess this is better. at least im staying with a friend. blah, im so bored though.
Too bored to talk to a guy you’ve left confused beyond belief?
I mean, I’d kinda like my friend back.
You need to stop
Tru lyfe, son. Just stop while you’re still ahead.
I’ll be sure to do that.
